Friday, October 31, 2008

Men who craves sex.

Yesterday I was reading this blog about PR girls in papaya farm. It's fun to read because the way the author write is so funny, but somehow juz felt sad that this side of the world exists when I tot,yalar it's not so bad and normal coz I've never seen it before but juz heard of it before. In this kinda place, girls are called by numbers and nicknames like animal names, they're given drugs so they feel high when guys do stuffs to the girls. Things like threesome or so also can. When they take the drugs, they can't feel anything at all, sex is already happening in their mind every second like climax, so they dun feel anything at all already even if guys poke them. I would say most of them especially foreigners work as prostitutes on their own will for the sake of fast money, it's not like the old days where they were captured as slaves. But, still there are some that work for the sad reason of their past and background. Wheter they were betrayed by their bf, or have a commitment of a kid too young, or broken family, no qualifications not even SPM. They can't get a job that pays enough for their commitement. What bout if a family the bastard father owes "ah long" money and his daughters or even wife have to be prostitutes to repay his debts. Guys like the ones from the blogs I read yesterday are really bastards. How could they do such a thing and u know what is the worst thing? They have girlfriends, and they're girlfriend not to say not preety, but why they still want to go these nightclubs and have sex party, how could you do these and the worst thing is the GF's or wife dun even know till now, these mens are animals I would say. How u know now, if ur bf is doing things like this behind ur back, u will never know, unless u so lucky to see the truth. okay these are my own opinions, I wont want to judge something that has been happening so long since centuries and centuries ago already. But what I'm trying to say is why this world is so corrupted now? It's like the modern "Sodom and Gomorah". Sodom and Gomorah is the place God showered fireballs of meteors on them coz the place is so corrupted with mass sex, homosexuality, rapes and adulteries. Okay, female are weaker when it comes to trusting men, love is blind, wheter u're at a young or older age its still the same. When u meet something you that really feels good to you, you can't just resist it. And when that men say something nice to her, she throw herself all into his palm already. Then comes the sad part and then sad endings. Cmon le, at least try to find a good man, question his mentality, it is not how good he is now but it is what kinda character he has and is vulnerable to these kind of bad influence. Every man is horny, you totally have to agree. But these are things that are controllable unless you're really sick in the brain. Going to place like this, sex, rape, all this are for the satisfaction and gain confidence and power over bullying the female gender. Love is blind yes, but sometimes you need to have self-control and preseverence. Patiently observe 1st. I'm not saying anyone out there should keep a distance, Nope! but give it sometime 1st before fully trusting that person. Love is blind but of course we have to minimise the blindness. There are alot of good guys out there, usually people are almost like their companies, gangs or kaki's , so get to know their friends, if his friend is paria lousy ppl, u may think maybe he's not, but if he still continue to mix with them, sooner or later only, he will be like them "pier-pressure", and when he get used to you, it is even worst the way u see him change, or maybe the relationship is at it's down point, all moody and goes off course, the guy would find ways to get more satisfied, or even feel respected for what he does, so he go this kinda place to somehow with the excuse, release pressure.

Cmon man, give yourself some respect, if nobody sees u, God sees you, and if u dun believe in God, then there is still karma. Somehow I believe in both the way they work. Explains the spiritual and energy tranfers around this world. "You give, you lose. You take, someone else loses and one day, someone will do the same back to you. But if u keep giving, someone else will give it back to you again." Understand?

“In all the work we do, our most valuable asset can be the attitude of self-examination. It is forgivable to make mistakes, but to stand fast behind a wall of self-righteousness and make the same mistake twice is not forgivable.”

This is the blog that I read http://tiuniasing.com/2007/07/14/papaya-farm-1/ There are 15 chapters, so keep pressing the next one on top, u'll be redirected to the next chapter.

Thursday, October 30, 2008

Move Along!

The All American Rejects - Move Along. I love this group. Listen to their tracks, it's very good, they're my favourite rock bands. I think they're one of the best ever-lived! Do u like the song called "it ends tonight"? I call it the Guardian Angel song. Sometimes whenever we feel down, some shit is happening and u just wanna scream out loud "WHY ME?!?!..." "CAN I HAVE A F**KIN BREAK!!". Just listen to these, can release stress keke. If u consider this life real, or u're still in ur imaginary dream life. Know that this two co-exist together, if u think that this life is not what you wanted, just move along, just to make it thru! Nobody is to be blamed, there's no need to blame, there's no need to punch someone or hurt ur knuckles hitting the wall or sumthing, no need to cut yourself. Just know that goodness and kindness always prevail. The people who do you bad, will miss the best thing ever. Know that every darkness will one day turn into light, it has to, as night to daytime, if u decided not to end yourself tonight. So just keep move along, u'll make it thru. Hands are shaking cold? Speak to me! your hands are mine to hold as well as mine. *thumbs* go cwazee!!

U've probably seen like a million times in MTV, but hey these are the accoutic ones. Enjoy.

It Ends Tonight(Accoustic Live)


Move Along(Accoutic Live)

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Juwita Suwito

I always been the kind of person to listen to the meaning why the song is being written more than a fan of that artist. There are many artist who writes and sings very good lyrics like Eason Chan, Jay Chou, Secondhand Serenade. I just discover this artist like 1/2 hour ago, I was very impressed by this artist. Juwita Suwito, sounds like an indon, but she became famous from akademia fantasia and she was even the theme artist for Tahun Melawat Malaysia 2007. Very impressive lyrics and melody she writes there. Even though she reminds me of one of my form 4 english teacher, lol. First I heard this "You In Me", it's good. Then I click and hear "Breath Again", omg it's good also, also found out it's on the Do You OST. Then I'm like okay, let's see an MV.. "All This Time" and I think that it is the best MV I've ever seen. Reminds me of like those advertistment from MAS during Merdeka few years back. Somehow I felt the feeling of warmth and family in all of these. MV's like of Justin Timberlake, Fergie or wateva, will juz fade in time and you will feel bored. But MV's like these, eventhough where u are in ur life, u watch this again, somehow you will feel comforted. That is why I always believe, it's not only the words, but it's also the music. "An object itself, without any background, doesn't stands out of it's beauty". There is a need for a compare to know what's bad, then only you will know what is good. Human's always take things for granted, but sometimes, you need to quieten down urself again and ponder, review, then change. so here's the video. check it out. Hearts all over the world. Juwito Suwita - All This Time.



I knew you loved me
I chose to go
Knew that you would find me
But I pretended not to know
It wasn’t cos I was unhappy
It wasn’t cos I was blind
Or could I have been when I said

I’m gonna let the wind blow
Leave the past behind
The memories will do just fine
They’ll saturate in time
I’m gonna make it on my own
Make it on my own

I took the highway
Built on sand
I knew you’d be there for me
But I refused to hold your hand
The going’s good all around me
But deep inside I can’t find a reason to live without you

Can I let the wind blow?
Leave the past behind?
The memories may cloud my mind
I know I crossed the line
Should I just journey on alone
I can’t bear to find
The pain I caused you all this time
When I look in your eyes

I’m gonna let the wind blow
Leave the past behind
The memories will do just fine
They’ll saturate in time
Don’t have to make it all alone
Cos in your eyes I find
The tears that loved me all the time

All the time

I’m gonna let the wind blow
Leave the past behind
The memories will do just fine
They’ll saturate in time
Don’t have to make it all alone
Cos in your eyes I find
The tears that loved me all the time

You loved me all this time

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Debut

I took a deep breath. Opens my eyes, hands brush on the couch by the waiting lounge. Waiting, for my turn. My name was called, stands up, took another deep breath, face the mirrors, check my tie. Then initiate my heavy foot to walk this pathway towards the open platform. I tell myself only to look straight ahead ,the way to the pedestrial. As I am taking my steps, I look up, bright spotlights almost like sunbeams, that wash away my worries and refills my courage. I look below, shadows gradients from all direction away from me, my past hasn't left me at all. When the light is shining high above, there is somehow still darkness dug deep in my heart. I glance at the audience, the lightings were dull, I could barely glimpse the first row, but I recognise the figure of those people that have showered me with rain water when I felt like I was in the wilderness alone, then the deep dark seeds below has grown above pain and agony,thus blossomed into healthy plants. Flash back \/\/\/\/\ 15 years ago when i was in secondary school, those times when I started to dream, to set and plan the course of my life, to be what I would dream to be. I met these people, right here, I'm painting a picture of them in my mind now. Moments of laughter and moments of tears. But I know, that the part about the pain, I took it much harder than anyone else. 15 years have passed on. I thank God that I am still alive, healthy and strong on the outside with humble wisdom and compassion inside. I walk up, stands on this throne, this throne in my heart, where i'm standing on now. Followed by an announcement made to all.
"Know that this moment now, there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Some are running scared. Some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day. Others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men, at war with good. And some are good, struggling with evil. Six billion people in the world. Six billion souls. And sometimes………. all you need is... one.”